February 19, 2025

Today when I sit down to pray, I experience a vast emptiness in which there is no self, and this is somewhat scary and unsettling to the sense of self. Then I see (with my spiritual eyes) the angels kindly comforting me, appearing as a sheep (with Jesus as the Shepherd). I’m brought before the throne of God, Jesus is there to the right of the throne (to the left as I look towards him) but I do not look towards God the Father, I bow and avert my eyes. I am anointed with oil in the form of a cross on my forehead and I’m blessed. The sense is that sometimes there is pain and discomfort experienced as a human being, but it is all in the service of God’s mission, so this is a comfort and encouragement.

Later when I sit down again, I see that the soul or consciousness does not perish after death. The soul is as if “a third form of matter” (I hear) a form of matter and energy not yet discovered or described by science, yet it exists. It is bright and energetic. When the soul passes over, the soul is welcomed into the arms of God with love. Due attention is given to healing its hurts from the travails of life on earth. 

That is all.